Realisation

The realisation: that his time with me is the execption rather than the rule.

The realisation: I am not what I think I am.

Places I Don't Want To Be

Places I don't want to be, but with people I want to be with.

Why did I go with him? To be closer to him?

I don't want to be closer. I just don't want to lose what I have.

I want him to understand me better. I want him to respect me a little more.

But he already does all those as well as he knows to. I can't ask any more.

Secretly, I want to lose him. I'm tired of fighting and compromising.

One day, he'll realise how much he needed me. Then he'll be sorry.

They'll all be sorry.